Chapter 9 – First Time [18+]
Today, I would finally shed one of the labels attached to me my whole life:
Forever-alone virgin.
After steeling my resolve…
Slide.
I solemnly lay down beside Kim Ain.
She was lying with her back to me. Her black hair spilled messily over her white shirt, covering the line of her neck.
A pleasant scent I’d never smelled before tickled my nose.
Thump. Thump. Thump.
Just looking at her made my heart pound like it was going to explode.
But… where do I even start? I wouldn’t know since I’ve never done this.
At least I had one thing going for me: my theory was solid. Countless video materials were burned into my brain.
Among them, I decided to go with the pure, affectionate route.
Slide.
I reached forward and wrapped my arm around Kim Ain’s waist.
It got blocked right from the start. Kim Ain grabbed my hand firmly.
“Turn off the lights.”
Ah. Right. The room was still bright as daylight.
I quickly turned off the light and lay back behind her.
But once the lights were off, it felt even more lewd.
The soft glow coming in through the window…
Slide.
When I pulled up the blanket, the mirror on the opposite wall faintly reflected the two of us.
Kim Ain lying down. Me with my hand slipped under her white t-shirt.
Perhaps embarrassed by the sight, Kim Ain gently closed her eyes.
Rustle.
My hand moved slowly but surely.
Sliiide.
As my hand moved from her stomach up toward her chest, her shirt gradually rolled upward.
The moment my hand reached beneath her chest—
Grab.
My fingers hit the hard boundary of her bra.
Here was the choice. Go over it, or go underneath?
I chose the manly option: underneath. I lifted the bra and pushed my hand in.
Soft.
Was this… a breast?
It was insanely soft. Like jelly, incredibly squishy.
This is fucking amazing!!!
It was my first time touching a breast. As I gently kneaded it, something firm bumped against my finger.
A nipple. It was hard, like the stem of a fruit.
I placed my index finger on top of it and slowly circled it.
“Ha……”
A thin, delicate moan escaped her.
While my index finger kept gently teasing her nipple, the rest of my fingers squeezed her breast.
“It’s stuffy.”
Kim Ain grabbed my hand and pulled it down.
Was I doing it wrong? What made her uncomfortable?
She answered my question with action.
She raised her upper body.
Reaching behind with both hands, she lifted her white t-shirt.
Click.
She unhooked her bra, then smoothly pulled it out from the neck hole while still wearing the shirt.
Then she lay down again. This time, she didn’t leave me be.
She reached out, turned my body, and made me face her.
Our eyes didn’t meet, though.
Because I had looked down.
The outline of her nipples was clearly poking through the thin white fabric. My gaze was glued to them.
“Do you like them?”
“Yes! Wait, I mean— uh!!!”
“Take it off for me.”
This wasn’t the usual sharp, intimidating Kim Ain.
She shyly sat up.
I got up as well. I grabbed the hem of her white t-shirt with both hands.
Kim Ain raised her arms above her head.
I pulled the shirt upward, and—
Jiggle.
Kim Ain’s large breasts bounced out heavily.
They looked around a D-cup. The shape was perfect, too.
Why the hell did I ever claim to be a celibate?
Why did I say I wasn’t going to date?
How could I have ignored something this good?
It was because I only ever got tangled up with those pathetic, dick-headed bastards in my relationships!
Relationships involving breasts are on a whole different level!
I should change my MBTI. ESFP? They say that’s the most outgoing type. Yeah, I’ll go with that.
No, screw that. I should just live as Kim Ain’s slave from now on.
These breasts just completely overturned 33 years of my values in an instant.
While I was reflecting on my past, Kim Ain lay down on her side again, facing me.
Her massive white breasts stacked on top of each other from gravity, deepening the valley between them.
From here on, it was pure instinct.
Like a dog spotting prey, I lunged forward. One hand grabbed a breast while my mouth latched onto the other.
“Just a little… gently.”
Even as she said that, both her hands pulled my head harder into her chest.
Slurp. Slurp. Lick. Lick.
I sucked on her breast while swirling my tongue around her nipple. The more I licked, the harder it became. I could feel Kim Ain’s warm hand stroking the back of my head.
I’m going to lose my mind. This feels way too good!!!
Cursing my pathetic past self, I squeezed her breast harder.
Grab.
Kim Ain pulled my head even deeper into her chest.
Apparently that still wasn’t enough.
“Take off my bottoms.”
She pushed my head downward.
I have to obey the queen’s orders.
I moved lower.
As I hooked my fingers into the dolphin shorts around her hips, I felt her underwear. I slowly pulled both down together. Kim Ain slightly lifted her hips to help me.
Slide.
Her lower body was now completely bare.
Slide.
So was mine.
We had taken off all our clothes.
We were both fully naked now.
I lifted my head, about to bury my face in her most precious place—
Grab.
Both my cheeks were caught by her pale hands and pulled back up toward her chest.
“I’m shy about that place…”
Kim Ain, with her usual cold face but blushing shyly, said it. I couldn’t possibly disobey.
I buried my face back into her enormous breasts.
Instead, I slipped my leg between her smooth white thighs.
My thigh pressed directly against her most intimate area.
Slurp. Slurp.
My mouth kept sucking on her breasts.
Lick. Lick.
My tongue kept teasing her nipples.
Rub. Rub.
My thigh kept grinding against her sensitive spot.
Out of everything, the thigh movement felt the most stimulating.
Scratch. Prickle.
Every time I rubbed my thigh between her legs, I could feel her pubic hair and the burning heat radiating from her core.
Rub. Rub.
As I kept pressing and grinding my thigh between her legs, Kim Ain suddenly grabbed my head and pulled me up to her face. She pressed her lips against mine.
Our tongues tangled together.
Hot breaths mingled.
I bit her lip, and she bit mine back.
Our thighs were entangled, our tongues were entangled.
My whole body was on fire. I couldn’t hold back anymore.
“Ah!”
I roughly flipped Kim Ain onto her back and climbed on top of her.
She must have been embarrassed. She couldn’t meet my eyes and covered her face with both hands.
But her body was saying yes.
She shyly spread her legs into an M-shape.
“This is my first time… Please go slowly.”
What was I supposed to say?
I didn’t know, so I answered with my body.
I grabbed my dick and tried to put it in, but I couldn’t find the right spot.
“Lower…”
How much lower?
I fumbled awkwardly, then suddenly remembered advice from a video I’d watched before.
“Put a pillow under her waist.”
Trusting that, I grabbed a pillow and placed it under her lower back.
……Even so, it still felt like I was missing something.
“Ah!”
“Wait a second.”
Condom!
I forgot to buy any at the convenience store. Come to think of it, don’t most motels usually have them?
I was about to get up and check the drawer when—
A pale hand suddenly reached out and grabbed my cock.
Then… Kim Ain held it like a door handle and pulled me toward her.
“It’s okay. You can go inside.”
Those words alone were enough to make me repent for my sins.
To think I’d tried not to get involved with someone this kind.
If she ever got arrested in the future, I’d proudly stand beside her.
Of course, that was a story for a twisted future far ahead. Right now, Kim Ain was just a 24-year-old girl. That wasn’t something I needed to worry about at this moment.
She held my dick gently and tugged it. It was so cute and lovable.
This is why men ruin their lives once their dick takes control.
Who cares!
The future and everything else was trivial.
The only thing that mattered right now was becoming one with her.
I got into position. Following her guidance, I pushed my hips forward.
Squish.
It didn’t go in deeply. As soon as the head entered her pussy, I was met with thick, resistant flesh.
“It hurts!”
“Are you okay?”
“Go a little slower…”
Squish. Squish.
I pushed in bit by bit according to her wishes.
The thick resistance gradually turned sticky.
Then the stickiness turned smooth.
With every change, I sank a little deeper.
And finally—
Squiiiiish.
I went all the way in.
My pubic bone pressed firmly against her ass.
It was warm. No — it was hot. And incredibly tight. It squeezed me like it was breathing.
After removing the pillow, I pulled Kim Ain into my arms.
Tight.
She wrapped both arms around my back and hugged me just as tightly.
I glanced at the mirror beside us.
Kim Ain’s massive breasts were being crushed against my chest.
“Ahh… Ha~~ Ha……”
Her hot breath tickled my ear with every exhale.
Even that was stimulating.
I stopped looking at the mirror, stared at her face, and kissed her.
My tongue slipped into Kim Ain’s mouth and tangled with hers.
Squish. Squish.
My hard cock stirred up her soft, narrow insides.
Thrust. Thrust.
The speed of me plunging in and pulling out gradually increased.
At some point, Kim Ain gave up on kissing.
“Ah… Aah… Aaah~”
She clutched my head and could only moan.
It felt good, but I liked kissing more.
I sucked on her tongue like I was trying to drink her in,
Squish. Squuuish.
While down below, she squeezed my cock just as greedily.
Smack. Smack. Smack.
The motel room was filled with wet kissing sounds and the sound of flesh slapping against flesh.
It got faster and faster.
Her grip tightened. So did mine.
I sucked on her tongue even harder. But it still wasn’t enough.
I broke the kiss, roughly grabbed one breast with my hand, and took the other into my mouth.
Thrust. Thrust.
The same rhythm below.
I kept thrusting, thrusting, and thrusting.
Kim Ain responded in kind, squeezing me hotly and stickily.
We were devouring each other from top to bottom.
“Hold me tight.”
Kim Ain wrapped her arms around my back, digging her nails into me.
Following her wish, I pressed down harder from above and moved my hips more violently.
“Aang~ Ah~ Aahng!”
Her intense moans filled the room.
“Huk… Huk…”
Soft moans escaped my mouth.
The pleasure was building higher and higher.
I could feel my climax approaching.
So I lifted my upper body. I spread apart the pale hands that were wrapped around my back and pinned her down so she couldn’t resist.
Her legs were spread in an M-shape and her arms in a W-shape.
She looked up at me with a face full of arousal.
I stared back at her.
Our eyes met. Sweat dripped down. Her breasts glistened with a mix of saliva and sweat.
Squish. Squish. Smack! Smack! Smack!
My movements grew faster and faster.
Kim Ain’s massive breasts bounced wildly up and down without mercy.
“Ah~ Ang~ Ah! Ah!”
Her moans matched my rhythm.
It felt so good. Everything felt perfect.
So this was how amazing sex was.
The smallest breath, her trembling eyes, her shaking breasts, the way she squeezed me down below.
Everything was incredible.
Sex.
It was the greatest act humanity had ever invented.
Dopamine exploded in my brain.
It seemed Kim Ain felt the same. Her tongue was sticking out slightly, her eyes hazy as she panted roughly.
The peak was coming. My urge to cum had reached its limit.
She must have sensed it through my breathing. Even with both arms pinned, Kim Ain looked at me and said desperately,
“Cum inside me.”
At the very last moment before ejaculation,
I pressed down on her with my entire body.
Kim Ain also wrapped both arms tightly around my neck and pulled me in.
We became like two octopuses, fiercely entwining with each other.
At the moment of climax,
My pubic bone pressed hard against her ass as I poured everything I had deep inside her.
Spurt. Spurt.
Feeling liberation, climax, and ecstasy all at once, I emptied myself completely into Kim Ain.
Squish. Squish.
I moved slowly. Every thrust caused another spurt.
I squeezed out every last drop while savoring the afterglow, then collapsed perfectly on top of her.
“Ha~~”
“Ah~~”
Soft moans escaped us for a moment. I looked at Kim Ain’s face.
She wouldn’t meet my eyes.
‘Ah…… She did say it was her first time.’
Her mind must be really complicated right now.
I’d seen this before somewhere. People said the first time leaves you with a lot of mixed feelings.
But when I looked… her eyes were just completely glazed over. She looked dazed.
Did I do well?
I think so…?
I couldn’t ask, so I just hugged her with all my strength.
Kim Ain didn’t react. She only breathed faintly.
After a long while, she slowly sat up.
“Ah……”
“Are you okay? Does it hurt?”
“I’m tired.”
“Let me clean you up first.”
“I want to wash.”
She got up from the bed and stepped out.
She didn’t look angry. With a blank, zombie-like expression, she walked dazedly toward the bathroom.
Naked Kim Ain.
‘Was her ass always this beautiful?’
I stared at her, completely lost in a trance.
Drip.
Huh?
White liquid was flowing down from between her ass and thighs, trickling along her skin.
It really was an intense first experience.
Even though it was winter, it felt like summer.
***
Kim Ain finished washing up. Now it was my turn.
We switched like passing a baton, and I entered the bathroom.
While showering, I felt a bit worried.
Not that she might get angry and never have sex with me again… well, almost that.
More than that, I was worried she might feel self-loathing for having her first time with someone she wasn’t dating. Even if it was a sex fantasy, regret was still possible.
It was my first time too. And hers.
If possible, I wanted both of us to be smiling.
With that thought, I quickly washed up and came out, concerned about her.
Huh?
She was buried under the blanket up to her nose, staring at me with cold eyes.
No — not at me.
At my dick.
Just from her gaze, my cock twitched and stood up again.
Kim Ain saw it and smiled.
“Why is he so energetic?”
“Because you’re so pretty.”
She must be in a good mood. Even her cold eyes softened a little.
“Can I take a look?”
“At what?”
“Your thing.”
I thought she was teasing me, but she seemed serious.
Her eyes were genuinely full of curiosity.
“You can look, but… are you really okay with it?”
“With what?”
“Just… everything.”
“Huh? Ahaha. Actually, it felt really good?”
“Really?”
Kim Ain smiled brightly.
“Yeah. It was way better than I expected. I could feel how desperately you wanted me, like a madman.”
“I was pretty crazy.”
“Why? Because it was my first time?”
“No. Because it was you.”
“Huh?”
I walked over with my cock swinging.
“If there’s anyone who can look at you and not go crazy, that day would be the day the Five Great Saints are born.”
“What are you saying, you idiot?”
“That’s how pretty you are.”
“I already know that.”
Even though she grumbled, her mouth was smiling widely.
That only lasted a moment. She beckoned with her finger.
“Come quickly. I want to look at it. It’s my first time seeing one.”
“Doesn’t it hurt? Since… it was your first time.”
“It feels a bit sore, but I’m fine. Never mind, I’ll come to you.”
Kim Ain wrapped the blanket around her body like a bath towel and came to the edge of the bed.
“So this is what it looks like.”
She poked it curiously with her finger.
No matter how I looked at it, she wasn’t acting. It was the face of someone seeing it for the first time.
“This whole thing went inside me?”
“Yes! All the way!”
“Can you not say it so proudly? It makes me want to kill you.”
“Yes!”
“Hmm.”
She stared at it intently for a while.
“Then… how about this?”
With eyes full of curiosity, she reached out with her pale hand.
She gently grabbed the shaft.